Dear Mummy
I don’t
even know how to start this. I miss you so much it physically hurts. Every day,
the weight of your absence feels heavier, and I can’t seem to shake it off. I
still catch myself picking up the phone to call you, thinking that somehow
you'll answer. I crave your voice, your laughter, and those long talks that
made everything in the world seem okay, even when it wasn’t....
Do you
remember how we used to sit together at the kitchen table, sipping tea, and
talking about everything? I would pour out my heart, and you always had the
perfect thing to say. Now, all I hear is silence. The house feels so empty
without you, Mum. I walk into the kitchen, and I swear I can still smell your
cooking—your famous roast, the way you made soup just the way I liked it. I
tried to make it last week, but it wasn’t the same. It never will be without
you here.
I miss
the way you would call me to remind me to eat, telling me off for skipping meals,
even though I would laugh and tell you I wasn’t a kid anymore. But deep down, I
loved that you cared. Now, there’s no one to remind me, and I feel so lost
without your care. No one makes me feel seen the way you did. I miss sitting at
the table with you, sharing meals, sharing life.
There are
so many things I wish I could tell you. So many moments you’re missing. I need
you here, Mum. I need you more than ever, and I can’t believe you’re gone. I
keep replaying that day in my mind, the last time I saw you, and I wish I had
held on a little longer, told you how much I loved you, how much you meant to
me. But I didn’t, and now you’re not here, and I can’t get those words back.
I just
want to hear your voice one more time, Mum. Just one more conversation, one
more meal together. I’d give anything to sit with you, to feel your arms around
me, to hear you say everything will be okay. But you’re gone, and I don’t know
how to keep going without you.
I hope
you’re at peace, Mum. I hope you’re looking down on me, and I hope you know how
much I love you, how much I miss you. But it doesn’t make the ache any easier.
My heart will never be whole again.
Love you always
Your child
"Letters to My Mom inHeaven: Blank Journal to Write Letters to a Mom in Heaven" is a heartfelt and personal notebook designed for those who have lost their mother. This journal provides a safe space to pour out feelings, share memories, and write letters to a beloved mom who has passed away. With blank pages, it offers an outlet for grief, love, and connection, allowing one to express the words that still need to be said, even in her absence. It’s a beautiful way to keep her memory alive, cherish shared moments, and find comfort through writing.